Really this is just a list of goals I intend to accomplish within the next two years.
1) Get a place of my own.
2) Be better about socializing, talk more with people I like.
3) Graduate from college and get my A+ certification then start on my bachelor's.
4) Take a vacation and visit a friend I haven't seen in some time.
5) Come out to the family about being bisexual and finding a partner whose company I will enjoy.
Admittedly that last one is frankly will be the most difficult aside from the socializing given my anxiety issues. I know it's rather odd coming out at thirty though I've honestly felt like a coward for hiding for over a decade and a half. Regardless of whether or not I accomplish everything on this list, I'll at least have a peace of mind with clearing most of these. I'm just too damned tired of being angry and bitter about short sighted idiocy and toxic relationships and a change of pace is needed. One day I'll look into meditation or something similar to calm my nerves.