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Really this is just a list of goals I intend to accomplish within the next two years.

1) Get a place of my own.

2) Be better about socializing, talk more with people I like.

3) Graduate from college and get my A+ certification then start on my bachelor's.

4)  Take a vacation and visit a friend I haven't seen in some time.

5)  Come out to the family about being bisexual and finding a partner whose company I will enjoy.

Admittedly that last one is frankly will be the most difficult aside from the socializing given my anxiety issues.  I know it's rather odd coming out at thirty though I've honestly felt like a coward for hiding for over a decade and a half.  Regardless of whether or not I accomplish everything on this list, I'll at least have a peace of mind with clearing most of these.  I'm just too damned tired of being angry and bitter about short sighted idiocy and toxic relationships and a change of pace is needed.  One day I'll look into meditation or something similar to calm my nerves.
Starting a new job on Monday, rather excited.
    I should start with apologizing to anyone still watching this account, truth be told I've yet to really write anything or take any new photos I feel are good enough to share.  The truth is school has been my first priority followed by the job I had.  I've been going back on financial aid and made it a point to bring in A's for each semester which thankfully I've done and intend to continue for the next few as I'll be going back full time.  As for my job as a cashier I've resigned from it, put in my two weeks on black Friday and I don't regret doing so though I do find it funny five other people left around the same time with three of them being managers.  These days though I'm just a horrible recluse given I've no idea how to be social anymore.

     I've saved up some money and will be job hunting starting with the work study program, hopefully I can get into a library job or something similar.  As for writing truth be told I'm rather scatterbrained about it, I mean I have profiles written down and certainly I know how the characters look and act in my head, I just don't know how to put that into words at least not in a way I'd like.  Especially considering these are characters that have been running around in my head for over a decade, one of them being a female samurai who's gay.  I hope to get her story on paper one day, even if it means going to a writing course first.  For anyone who reads this I hope the coming year is good to you and that the holidays are enjoyable.
Really this is just a list of goals I intend to accomplish within the next two years.

1) Get a place of my own.

2) Be better about socializing, talk more with people I like.

3) Graduate from college and get my A+ certification then start on my bachelor's.

4)  Take a vacation and visit a friend I haven't seen in some time.

5)  Come out to the family about being bisexual and finding a partner whose company I will enjoy.

Admittedly that last one is frankly will be the most difficult aside from the socializing given my anxiety issues.  I know it's rather odd coming out at thirty though I've honestly felt like a coward for hiding for over a decade and a half.  Regardless of whether or not I accomplish everything on this list, I'll at least have a peace of mind with clearing most of these.  I'm just too damned tired of being angry and bitter about short sighted idiocy and toxic relationships and a change of pace is needed.  One day I'll look into meditation or something similar to calm my nerves.

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Spencer
United States
Current Residence: Elgin
Favorite genre of music: rock, heavy metal
Operating System: Windows 7 64-bit Premium Home Edition
Shell of choice: shell? who needs a shell?
Wallpaper of choice: changed too damn much
Skin of choice: my own
Favorite cartoon character: tmnt, sonic
Personal Quote: can't an old man eat his f*@#in' puddin in peace?!
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Thanks for the watch!
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myINQI Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so much for the :+devwatch:! :hug:
It means a lot to me! :heart:
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Sergiba Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014
Thanks for the watch! very kind. :hug:
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theresahelmer Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014  Professional Photographer
Thank you so much for adding me to your watch list, i am utterly flattered :heart: ~Theresa
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Pomnoi Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thank ye for the watch~ :iconlikealegalplz:
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EMPAYAcomics Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks a lot for the watch! :D
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MadMegane Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2013
old, not dead, and near Chicago.
Hell to you XD
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Apus-Pallidus Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2013
thank you for the watch! :heart:
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greenestreet Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2013
Thanks 4 the watch! Kickstarter coming soon! Deadlines vol 4!
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